I wait to hold you gently
As the lover in my arms
I need your strength and aggression
But mostly I miss your charm

There’s no one out there like you
This alone, instills the fear in me
Preparing for the day you’ll lose curiosity
I’m gullible with uncertainty

Then theres this fire inside me I know I need to quench
Numbing sensations taunt me restlessly
I sense your presence despite its absence

I crave something your not able to provide
Yet I keep my desires to myself
Afraid to let you know what I really feel
To deny this passion is a blasphemous lie

I’m surrounded by your memories
Although I’m not quite sure what it is
About you that I find so tantalizing
You provoke me yet you torment me
Causing me to be deceptive
Crossing paths, making binds
Causing all my morals to be ejected

I know I’ve been bad and I know I’ll do the time
But now I can’t stop
A new leaf has been turned
An old life cast-out
I don’t like the new me but it’s the hand that I’ve been dealt
Being this licentious can’t be any good for my health

So back to door number one, where I’m sure you wait patiently behind
I want you pretty badly, but baby, your jive ways I can do without

My will is to run vehemently
but my heart has glued me to the ground