The thing is that I've been feeling pretty empty lately. Nothing I do matters. My existance on this earth is barely visible with the exception of the space I take up. I am a wallflower and nothing more. I watch life happen from the cornor waiting for an ivitation to join and I...well, just observe I guess. From these observations I have come to the conclusion that no one is happy and everybody lies. I know...not exactly shocking news. The more I watch life the less interested I am to really experience it. To put myself out there. yet as this is titled...I am lonely. I feel like I have nobody most of the time and that is basically true.